I'm ready

My big day is almost here. Nope , not my birthday nor getting marry. I'm leaving the country for work which will be a while. Never did know i would miss malaysia.. a place i call home so much.

Perhaps , in these few months i experienced a lot of things.. I have a few regrets thou.

First regret , i don't spent enough time with my family. I am at home but sometimes it's just not enough when you know there's a time limit there.

2nd regret, i made quite a lot friends these few months. Some are just passing thru , some are there to stay. I regretted for not keeping in touch with some good friends cause i do appreciate for what they did for me.

Some how i manage to hurt friends i love. But.. i will try my best to make it up to you guys. Maybe not now ,but.. i will. So for the time being ... I'm sorry.

Lastly.. i think. It's not regrets but i do have something in mind to tell someone. I just can't do this in person... anyways it's not necessary and i just need to get this out of my system.

"I'm fine now , the first two months was a terrible experience for me but i have overcome it. You taught me a lot of things. How to appreciate my love ones. My family and friends are things matter to me the most now. There's actually nothing for me to forgive as you have done nothing wrong. It's just life choices , and you simply chosen a different path from mine. I just can't bring anymore sad memories with me. I have a lot of baggage... okay .. thats cold.. Cheers and live a good life , as i will. Take care."

Now that everything are off my back , my journey continues...