Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Short talks #5

I used to think going to Perth is my way of running away from all those bad memories. Sometimes , when i am alone in the empty house , cold weather .. you will feel so lonely , so cold and empty inside.

The more that i laugh or i smile , it hurts me back inside. Even heater and electric blanket can't warm your heart. Then you will start thinking .. Why da hell i come here... so far away from home.. eating breads and instant soup when back home ,you can taste mom's hot and tasty chicken soup.

I was so empty that i started taking up tons of new founded hobbies.. going to flying schools , joing the Kungfu academy (only once thou) , learning to how use my DSLR. All those are great hobbies but that indicates i am searching for something to fill emptiness.

One day , i finally found GOD. He filled my empty heart so fast when you accept him. Then i realized , hey , i am in Perth for a reason.. To live a new life , to experience what i have now ,to fill my empty heart with GOD's love.

I am truly blessed and it's all thanks to The BIG GUY.

And of course my family and friends that were there when i needed them the most.

Hahaha ,finally. i can live my life to fullest.

Cheers.

Updates coming soon.

It's been a while since i blog.. Haha , not that there's a lot of people reading it. Anways here are the updates that will be coming soon.

1. First modeling photo shoot
2. My flying school
3. My trip back home as a new grown up

Hopefully , i will get a good model for my shoot.